“What was your epiphany of the year?”
Once again, I find myself either thinking of answers that really fall under topics already covered as well as new topics. The problem is, they are all good and suitable. And, I’m just not the kind to pick one so easily.
So, instead, I’ll point you at a couple I have already discussed in this challenge and then add one that seems to stand out from the rest.
First, there was my kayaking adventure where I learned how to “feel the fear and do it anyway!”
Second, was when I went to BarCamp Nashville in October and learned how to overcome my shyness.
Lastly, I think the third profound moment came earlier this year at work. You see, I’ve worked for essentially the same company for 17 years. And, about two years ago, our local venture capital funders were bought out by some large New York and Boston investment firms. This changed the culture and climate at the company. Especially since the founding executive management team has slowly been replaced via retirement. Thus, the company is NOT the same company that I relocated 2000 miles to stay with seven years ago. The “aha moment” came during a rather upsetting day where for the first time, layoffs were announced. This hit us like a slap in the face. We ARE profitable, just not AS profitable as the new board wants us to be. Therefore, changes were necessary. Thus, my epiphany was the realization/understanding that it was time to get out. Time to find a new direction. Time to find a new living. Basically, I gave myself permission to quit my job and work for myself. I basically turned a very negative day into a positive beginning.
So, with the end of 2009, here’s to 2010 and a new start. I’ve not quit yet, and it may not happen soon, but the wheels are in motion in my head to make the jump. 2010 will be an AWESOME year. Just you watch!
